If at all...

I spoke of my anger, you prescribed meditation. 
If you had had the space to listen to my inner mess,
I would have been watching the sunset with you tonight.

I showed you my fears, you offered me comfort. 
If you had dared to confront me, 
I would have been laughing at the fears with you tonight.

I showed you my broken pieces, you felt the need to fix. 
If you were okay to let me be, 
I would have been dancing with you tonight.

I cried of hunger, you spoke to me of God. 
If you had not got your spiritual ideas come in the way, 
I would have been sharing the wine from your bottle tonight.

I was burning into ashes, 
You kept shouting for help. 
If you had been calm to notice the water next to you,
I would have been making love with you tonight."